hulloooo

hi again =} i added a new playlist and also going to ask mom for new layout o.O
im having a good relaxed time right now and im glad. i wish i wouldnt have mood swings like i do x.x its starting to get on my own nerves XP. im listening to your gaurdian angel which always makes me think of my friends, its like OUR song. and hopefully ill get my laptop back soon so i can post our end of year video up on here and on myspace. or just MS idk......im kind of bored right now just waiting for my mom to get home but itll be a little while sooooo yeah... oh oh!!! AND i am also exited cuz today mom finally gets to call the modling agency, and hopefully thingsgo good....=/
and heres a pic of me being a bored dork down here in SC

hello o.o

hmm wow its been forever since ive writtin anything....i wounder if anyone still reads this..? =P i feel so retarted because i am soposed to keep writting....thats what this is for. .>=/ however i suck at keeping a steady journal,..
im in south carolina now with mom instead of dad
dad moved to florida, or actually he is kinda in the process of of moving there. i think he really likes it. the beauty the money(lol) the job, and the mood. its a really kool place i think,.
But yeah it sucks how all of this had to happen. and i think it just kind happend so quickly like...omg wait what just happend??? o.o i mean i just never thought my dad would actually move to florida so soon. he would always talk abut it and stuff but i never thought it would happen while i was in or GOING to high school. surprisingly although some people my think i am or should be, im not mad at my dad. he wants to be happy and fallow his dreams and im not going to be mad about that.
living with my mom isnt bad ive been wanting to escape to her for a long long time, because things at my moms have always been easier..in ways.
and yeah i am happy to be here because of my family and stuff but its so much harder than i actually thought it was going to be.....=/ i miss my friends soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much like and i get depressed really easily. i feel bad for doing that to my family and stuff but i dont really know how to stop being depressed....right now im actually doing fine tho im just sitting here chillin out in my pjs eatin strawberry milkshake oreos. yum yum ^_^
well i think thats it..for now
ill write again soon ^_^ =P
Buh bye