Oficially November.

I like south carolina. :] it has nice weather for the most part and i have a good social life so far. im trying as best i can to stay on everyones good side so i dont have anyones problems. and i KNOW ofcorse you cant please everybody but thats when you just smile keep your mouth shut and walk away. Even though i like it here very much i stilllll miss home. altho it seems ill never get to go back and visit. ugh. idk why its so hard for me to let go of but it just is and i cant change it.
i need to find my happy place. i still havent exactly found it yet....=\ im sure to ppl reading this they dont really understand what i mean by that but i need my happy place.
i keep telling my mom to get me some "happy pills" but she like keeps ignoring me. idk whatever......ill just keep acting like a bitch.